"Take me out tonight
Where there's music and there's people
And they're young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one
Anymore"
- The Smiths

More than ever now i can feel changes in my life.
the school year is ending and next year will be my third year in college, high school seems so close that i still think back to what we did over the weekends as if it were just last month. this summer will probably be the last to feel a real summer vacation; to feel like a kid again. make the best of it.

Sometimes it's only when i'm with you that i can feel both of who i used to be and who i'm becoming. this is what keeps me stable and helps me remember myself, where i'm going and what's brought me here.
this will be our fourth summer spent together and i still remember our first. riding in your car, not thinking of where we were headed but only enjoying some sense of escape and living at the moment. and i still feel it.
don't bring me back to reality just yet.

"Don't speak now, you just drive, drive, drive
Drive, speed me through, make me feel alive
Alive when I ride with you.
Rain falling from concrete colored skies."
- Bic Runga