Saturday, March 29, 2008

At Peace.

How right you were that this subject can't be avoided. i've been having many mood swings lately, but all i want to be is happy and reassured about my future, about our future, everyone's future? i find myself caring less about where i end up going (just away from home) and more about where others are going. more about whether they're happy with where they've got to go. and as for me, i'm hoping for, at least, acceptance to one school so i can worry less about having nowhere to go. why in the world did i have to wait so long to finish my first application. because that's what i do when i'm scared. i wait and believe that i have the power to hold back time. oh, i was so wrong.

here i am, talking about college when it's the last subject i want to hear.

i've been listening to a lot of Beatles lately, since my brother brought home his rented Across The Universe. a few nights ago, my momma was sitting near me on the couch while i played some old, familiar songs. She told me how old she was when she used to listen to these songs. She had been around my age, listening to Beatles, Elton John, PaulSimon and ArtGarfunkel. and now, being the same age she was, i'm listening to them too. It's kinda amazing how time flies and some things can still remain the same. I hope, if time were to fly as quick for me, that some things will still stay the same in the future.


2 comments:

Harim said...

vicky... i really do believe you're going to finish and get into a good school =) don't worry. i am loving your portfolio pieces so far and i hope the colleges you've applied to will love them too! GOOD LUCK and remember if you need any help with anything... TEXT ME or call me :) Hehe. sure you're applying late.. but it's rolling admins. you'll probably be waited and BOOM! get into a college you'll enjoy =)

kendal said...

so true. time flies by so fast, it's kinduv scary.

oh yeah...
i met another dog owner who named their dog pebbles too!!!!!