Wednesday, December 12, 2007

My Greatest Fear

"If I find my way through the darkest of days,
Will I laugh about the things that kept me awake?
But if my greatest fear paints itself so crystal clear,
Will I run away or will I hide?

And if I don't come home tonight,
Just know I tried my best to fight.
Please don't think I plan to lose to the night.
And curse the moon so dull and bright,
My heavy soul can't stand the light.
It burns me straight to the bones, my bones"
-Daphne Loves Derby: Cue The Sun!

what do i fear?
being a hypocrite
being nothing but a doormat
unsuccessful careers
becoming poor
failing
nothing to show for the work i've done
not having done any work at all

... hm

not being able to change myself for what i really want to be.

2 comments:

chau nguyen said...

this blog is so depressing,

kendal said...

It's hard for people to change...
But I believe that people that do change will change, but eventually they will crawl back into their real selves.
BUT YES..
make a wish list too vicky-oooz!