Tuesday, April 28, 2009
To Do.
checklist for the rest of the week:
- study for arthistory final on friday
- potato salad
- study for arthistory final on friday
- formandspace work
- bread pudding
- complete AA application online
checklist for summer:
- shop for spraypaint + make cutout stencils
- buy canvases and play
- use diana+ and develope film
- plan trip to taiwan
- diet (like always..)
- chill
to be cont.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Almost Done
fuck yes.
after tomorrow there will be exactly two weeks and three days left before school is out (including weekends). four months of freedom :) i've just finished the last of the heavy workload.. hoping for some time to relax. for the past two or three weeks i've done nothing but school work/home work. it's strange waking up and doing nothing but school related work till bedtime; feels like how life is supposed to be now.
oh well. 17 days and counting!!
after tomorrow there will be exactly two weeks and three days left before school is out (including weekends). four months of freedom :) i've just finished the last of the heavy workload.. hoping for some time to relax. for the past two or three weeks i've done nothing but school work/home work. it's strange waking up and doing nothing but school related work till bedtime; feels like how life is supposed to be now.
oh well. 17 days and counting!!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
How Lucky Am I?
Honestly.
I've lived my life without an ounce of misery that could compare to what others have been through. i felt i've suffered but was it really suffering or just me being too weak? that's all it ever is though, isn't it? when things go bad, there's always a way to make it right, or to make it feel better. and when things get worse, there will always be a way to make it feel better. that's always been my point of view.
i'm not the type to complain, or at least i try not to. but whenever i look back at something i've done, i can't believe how much i really do complain, and about nothing at all. i'm one of the luckiest people i know and it might sound either cocky of unbelievable because nobody ever says that they're lucky compared to others. they always make themselves believe there life has sunk down to the lowest that it can't get any lower. they always go "fuck my life" or "my life sucks" and this is the reason i'm careful not to let those words slip out of my mouth because truthfully, i know life treats me well.
so how lucky am i? i have a boyfriend who loves me, great friends, great family and i think i can see future within reach now. so why is it that i doubt so many things in my head. why do i always expect more when i know it's all unnecessary. maybe that's how everyone else really is, maybe it's in everyone's heads.
I've lived my life without an ounce of misery that could compare to what others have been through. i felt i've suffered but was it really suffering or just me being too weak? that's all it ever is though, isn't it? when things go bad, there's always a way to make it right, or to make it feel better. and when things get worse, there will always be a way to make it feel better. that's always been my point of view.
i'm not the type to complain, or at least i try not to. but whenever i look back at something i've done, i can't believe how much i really do complain, and about nothing at all. i'm one of the luckiest people i know and it might sound either cocky of unbelievable because nobody ever says that they're lucky compared to others. they always make themselves believe there life has sunk down to the lowest that it can't get any lower. they always go "fuck my life" or "my life sucks" and this is the reason i'm careful not to let those words slip out of my mouth because truthfully, i know life treats me well.
so how lucky am i? i have a boyfriend who loves me, great friends, great family and i think i can see future within reach now. so why is it that i doubt so many things in my head. why do i always expect more when i know it's all unnecessary. maybe that's how everyone else really is, maybe it's in everyone's heads.
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